Tuesday, April 29, 2008

五月病*?

life has been in the extremes for the last two weeks or so.

the highs are amazing and wonderful and i feel so alive.

the lows are heavy and tearful and i feel so alone.



everything is either exhilarating or exhausting.

part of me is unsettled and i don't know why.



*go gatsu byo

4 comments:

Sara said...

oohh 5月病 i had forgotten about that.

i think i had that last year after ryo had moved away to Tokyo :(

your pics are very pretty though, looks like hooping right? and then.. lonliness?

Aww - I'm still waiting for our cupcake date :) hopefully before the end of summer!

TokyoMade(東京メイド) said...

awareness of all feeling is the most important thing
you are a super conscious hooper
the only real thing you have is right now everything else is a created feeling or experience
i love sharing the highs with you
always remember - this too shall pass- no matter how high or low

TokyoMade(東京メイド) said...

believe it or not hooping also shakes up a lot of old toxins inside you which can have an impact on how you are feeling
really embrace this and if crying is the way to set it all free then do so knowing that you are creating new space
all my love
d
xx

j. said...

sara,
yes, our cupcake date!! let me know when you know when you're coming to tokyo.

sushizume,
thank you so much for all of your support, encouragement and hoop love. see you on sunday!