other people plans

i've worked the last couple sundays, meaning my week starts on saturday and thursday/friday becomes my "weekend." it's not ideal, but my paycheck last week (for march) left a bit to be desired, so i take the extra days semi-willingly.

what makes it hard is that saturday and sunday morning, my bed is so warm and leaving Ro sleeping in that warm bed, to go to work, is no fun. but on monday and tuesday, we both roll out of his bed, stumble to get ready and leave within 20 minutes of each other.

it's sort of a strange half and half deal, involving planning ahead work/clothes-wise and a backpack, but it's nice to come "home" on monday night to Ro cooking dinner, or meet up for dinner somewhere on saturday after i get off work, and then ride the train home together.

i do fear i've "disappeared" a bit, spending so much time with Ro, though. i'm not exactly unhappy with the situation (we like each other, after all!), but i also like the idea of each of us still having a bit of our own schedule and not assuming that the other person is free, just because they haven't said they aren't. but maybe it's too late for that?

either way, i realize i need to be a bit more conscious of my "other people" plans and not just "default" to Ro because i haven't made the effort to plan or do anything else.